Today is about love, leaps and learning.
It’s not been easy to maneuver around my Good Girl and other parts of me who carry shame about my big, brassy, diva voice. In this video, I see I’ve learned to love my voice and can share it widely, in the service of something bigger than me. Spark.
Yeah, my voice takes over. Yeah, it’s too much. Too intense. I don’t even like the intense expressions my face makes in this video. But it’s who I REALLY am. Naked.
My Spark wants me to sing and tell its story as widely as I can. So you’ll will know you are NOT alone with your experience. So you can feel permission. To take risks. To go and DO that thing that you are called to do. Despite the fear, the Lizard voices that try and hold you back.
This calls me to practice trust. To trust love, and its subtle whispers in the dark as I lay awake at 3:17 am. Meanwhile my little ego munches away like a mouse on the details of where this calling will lead me and how I will navigate it.
I’m making peace with this vulnerability. And it feels liberating.
Did you see yourself in the story? What does your Spark love the most? Does Mr. Lizard bother you, too? What do you do with that?
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