I’m guessing here, but it’s likely that you’re dying to bring your most supercalifrabjous whole self to the world. To find your true calling, as they say.
Perhaps because it’s your JOB. Or because you want more from life. Maybe you feel a compulsion inside, to become fullest version of you. Or maybe because Oprah told you to.
But how do you find it, what’s next? What’s the big or small thing, what the heck you are called to do here? Maybe you’re actively wondering, poking at it, or frowning with your big brain to figure out what it is. What the frak you are here for.
You are not alone. It’s strong out there. So many people I meet describe how they yearn for it. So you already belong to a huge tribe, a community that’s busting-out all over, a river of souls who are driven to do just that. Find it. Live it. Be it.
Some people, when they meet me, see a person actively living as a creative person, not afraid to sing out loud, not afraid to write books or create artwork and share it with others. It looks easy. Maybe like I have some kind of magic? They want some of it, too.
There’s no magic. It’s been a lot of crazy road. And it hasn’t always been this way. I spent years afraid to sing in public. Afraid that my first novel might not be good enough. Neglecting the promotion part, the audience part, because I was afraid to let it rip. Not becoming. Not until I went deeper. Down into the good stuff, yes, friends, the dark. It’s a trip you may want to plan for if you really want to live your full light.
For now, all I can say, is Trust. Trust that you already know. You’ve carried the seed of possibility within you since you arrived here on Planet Wow. It’s still in you, and it will come to you. When you are ready, it will bubble up like a clear spring of fresh water.
Deep within, your spark sits in the space inside, the portal to infinite knowing. This spark of life carries your ancient soul DNA. Like a seed knows exactly what it’s destined to become, your spark knows exactly what you are designed to grow into. Are you a tomato or a palm tree? It knows and doesn’t question. Because it’s tapped into a much larger source than just you, it knows things that your brain doesn’t know.
And it’s likely that there isn’t just ONE thing you can grow up into. For those of us lucky enough to be born in this time and place, the richest, most luxuriant, global-cultural-explosion, there’s a freakin’ myriad of options. (yes, even with recent catastophes of all kinds). And that may be part of the problem: choosing.
For now, can you simply trust that as long as you are here, you are becoming?